Ibu..

 I allowed myself to feel sad..

to fully accept what I'd truly lost when my mom passed away.. it wasn’t just that I missed her..

it was also the painful realization that she would never be there again during the important events in my life & that she would never experience the things she’d looked forward to..

like retire from her job and become a grandmother.. yes, ibu pernah cakap.. ibu nak berhenti kerja & tinggal di kampung apabila berusia 50 tahun.. sangat sedih, bila ibu tak sempat pun pulang ke kampung..